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lazyjellyfish300 · 13 hours ago

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THERE WE GO THE HAPPY ENDING WE ALL WAITED FOR. 🥹💕🙂‍↕️ Bacon you two are so cute I'm tearing up my couch with my claws and flipping over tables at my local olive garden 😭😭😭💕💕💕💕

Une Belle HistoireIII(Mafia!Toshinori Yagi x Fem!Reader)

warnings: smut, blood mention, violence, unprotected sex, vaginal fingering, abusive/neglectful parent, angst, fluff, marriage proposal, pregnancy mention, smoking, drug/alcohol mention word count: 4.1k pairings: Mafia!Toshinori Yagi x Fem!Reader summary: you long to be with Toshinori. he busies himself with work, but it doesn't take away the pain of not having you. when you two reunite, you both know that you have to tell the world that you're in love. you two ride off in the sunset, happy ever after. a/n: here is the third instalment of "Une Belle Histoire"! Thank you all for reading this wonderful little fic. More to come for these two, but this concludes the official story for these two. art in the banner from the wonderful artist(freesilverwind) special thanks to @thoraeth and the prominence smashers for cheering me on and to thoraeth for drawing such a beautiful piece of art to showcase mafia!Toshi.

dividers: @adornedwithlight

taglist: @thissaintjessi. @cherryblossombankai, @sunflowers-heart, @erebus-et-eigengrau

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Living without the man who captured your heart felt like painting without colors and passion. Everything seemed so dull and so melancholic. It felt like the energy had been sapped from you completely. You wondered if you would ever feel alive again.

Throughout this entire ordeal, you had to deal with wedding preparations. But who wants to see such a sad woman get married? You were always crying these days. You hide it successfully from your father and from your groom, Hitoshi. You wanted to like him; he was sweet, kind, patient and even handsome. But he wasn’t Toshinori. He could never make your heart race the way your big buff blond lover had done.

Not to mention the fact that you were no longer a virgin. You craved Toshi’s hands on your body. You woke up late in the night, covered in sweat and slick leaking between your thighs, recalling the dream you just had about your lover. You wondered if he was missing you just as well as you missed him.

Every wet dream, every memory of that day, every thought of your man was pure torture. Hitoshi remained mostly in the dark, though he figured your preoccupied ways must be due to your nerves with the upcoming wedding. It was coming way too soon. Just the thought of belonging to someone else other than the person you truly loved had your stomach in knots every single day.

And Toshinori, on his end…things weren’t anymore sunny than they were on your side. He kept replaying the last night he saw you. Fuck, he was beating himself up over it. He should have swallowed his pride and fought for you. He was planning on making things right for you and him. Toshinori had thought about talking to your father, but it would only make things worse.

So he busies himself with lots of missions. Every time he gets to fight someone, he pretends that he’s beating down the man who’s going to marry you. Sure, maybe that man doesn’t deserve that, but he doesn’t deserve you. Nobody could love you the way Toshinori can.

His heart ached in his chest when he lay in bed at night. He clutches a pillow to his chest, tears sliding down his cheeks. He doesn’t even remember the last time he cried. Especially considering it’s about another person. It’s such an emotionally charged time and he wants to tear everything and everyone to pieces if it means he can get to you quicker and sooner.

The anger that rages inside of his heart cannot be calmed by copious amounts of booze, drugs and cigarettes. It cannot even be calmed by the random sex with a pretty stranger. Toshinori can’t even bring himself to touch another woman. The thought alone has him shuddering. You are his woman and he will find a way to be with you again.

Yet every time he thinks about that night, he realizes that maybe he’s truly fucked everything up. He just left you without giving you the chance to properly talk things through. Every time he thinks about that moment when he climbed down your balcony and how you called out for him, his heart breaks into tiny little pieces. The thought of your father berating you for this too…it was killing him inside.

Forever you’d be a caged bird. You’d never get to have your choices. You’d never have the chance to decide for yourself. The thought of you being locked away in that house without the chance to leave and fly outside like the free little thing you’re supposed to be…it kills Toshinori inside. He wants to do everything to get to you, but he also knows that coming to you could make things worse.

And when he heard you were supposed to get married, it only fueled the rage deep inside of him even worse. He goes on drinking benders. Never does he hook up. No, no…he won’t do that. Not to you. Not to his little lover. The woman who touched his heart. The one who called his tattoos beautiful. The one who laughed and giggled at his corny jokes. The one who looked into his eyes and saw him. The real him. The true person who resides inside the tough guy shell.

Every night is pure torture for the both of you. And every day that you wake up, it’s another day closer to the wedding to a man who you don’t even love. Hitoshi isn’t bad to you, but he’s not and never will be Toshinori. He’ll never make you feel like you’re truly alive.

Your father is very happy with you. He’s happy to see you marrying into a good family. You’ll be in good hands. You’ll give him grandchildren like he wants. To him, you are just a means to continue his legacy. That’s all you’ll ever be to him and to everyone else. A means to an end. You’re not even a real person.

Stricken with sadness and a rage that nobody can calm, Toshinori goes out of town for a while. He decides to go take his anger out on something he knows he can fix. A rival family has decided to take things into their own hands when it comes to a territory dispute and with Toshinori being the eldest son of the Yagi family, he knows he’s got to go take good care of this.

With every impact of his fist against their faces, the more he realizes how wrong he was to leave you like that. It was going to eat him up inside every second he’s away from you. The thought of you marrying some other man, it wouldn’t do anything but pierce his heart over and over. Toshinori beats up all these men, but it’s not fixing what’s going on inside his heart and his mind. It’s not even close to repairing the hurt that’s tormenting within him.

When he’s done with the mission and letting the rival family know that the Yagis mean business, he finally decides what he has to do. He knows that he has to go see you. Even if it means seeing your father and finally confessing everything, it would be worth it. To see your face again and to feel your touch again, it’s going to make everything better.

He makes his way back to your place, his heart pounding in his chest. He wants to smell your beautiful floral perfume. Toshi would kill a man to see your smile. The sound of your laughter would be a salve for his poor broken heart right now.

As he nears your home, he notices that the light in your bedroom is on. He climbs the balcony…

.·:*¨¨* ≈☆≈ *¨¨*:·.

There’s commotion on your balcony. As much as you wish for it to be Toshinori, you figure it wouldn’t never be him again. You had just come back from your dress fitting. One of the last ones. The days were coming faster and faster and you were pushing away your pain and guilt away.

The memories of him being in your bed just so little ago, it makes you feel like your whole life was being thrown away. Why couldn’t you both just get together and talk it out? You should be talking it out. You should be getting fucked senseless by the man who took your virginity and who took your heart and never let it go.

There’s a crash against the door. You stand there in your pink dress and white thigh-highs and you suddenly feel so vulnerable. What if it’s someone trying to kidnap you? You find the courage somehow and open the door. Your eyes widen when you see who’s there.

He’s drunk, a cigarette between his lips. His hands are bloody and bruised. His leather jacket barely hangs off his frame as he collapses to his knees. And with a gentle tug, he’s wrapping his arms around you. The blood smears on your naked thighs, but you don’t care. You don’t have the words to describe just how happy you are. Instead, you let your actions speak for you.

You pull him to rest his face against your tummy. He’s clinging to you, the cigarette still lit between his lips. You gently caress his face, holding him to your body as close as you can. You swear you’d let him meld into you if you could. It’s just not enough to be this close and not physically one with him.

“I was an asshole,” he finally says in a shaky voice. “I left you when you needed me the most.”

“No, Toshinori. I was stupid. I shouldn’t have let him speak for me.”

He looks up at you from his position on his knees. He pushes the skirt of your dress up over your hips, and he places his face between your thighs. The more he can smell your scent, the more Toshinori becomes intoxicated with just the thought of you. You are the one he desires.

“I never…didn’t sleep with anyone. Didn’t kiss anyone…I was loyal and faithful.” He promises to you.

“I didn’t do anything with him.” You’re talking about Hitoshi of course. “But…the wedding is coming so fast.”

Toshinori’s eyes burn with a passion for you. He’ll figure something out. He doesn’t care what he has to do, but you will not be marrying Hitoshi. Toshi then gets up on his feet, tossing his cigarette off the balcony. He’s towering over you, but you feel so safe with him.

“I…” he stutters for a moment. “I fuckin’ love you.”

Before you can even react or say anything, he pulls you into a hungry and sloppy kiss. He eagerly pushes you towards the bed and when you fall onto it, he begins to kiss your neck.

“I’ve been needing you. Can’t sleep without feeling your sweet touch,” he grunts as he helps you out of your dress.

There you lay, your white socks and the tops of your thighs stained with the blood that had stained his knuckles. You look so beautiful, divine even. Toshinori attacks your lips with yours, frantically kissing you like he’s never kissed you before. You’re the air that he needs to breathe. He’s never ever felt this way about anyone before.

“I’ve been needing you too.” You confess, running your fingers through his hair.

“Yeah?” He asks, a little out of breath.

You nod. “Been having dreams about you…”

Your cheeks are pink and your lips are parted as you pant softly. You look like a painting right now. Toshinori smirks before he begins to kiss you hungrily once more. His hands are all over you, pulling your panties down your body. He loves the way you’re so wet for him already.

“Fuck,” he spreads your thighs and kisses your mound. “Been missing this little pussy.”

The minute his tongue runs through your folds, you’re trying your best not to cry out in ecstasy. Your little clit twitches with each pass of his tongue until he wraps his lips around the little bud. You reach down to tangle your fingers in his hair, and you’re practically humping his face now. Toshinori is in heaven as you grind against his mouth.

“Love you,” he mumbles as he laps at you like you’re his oasis in the desert. “Love you so much.”

Your breath hitches in your throat and the coil in your stomach is so tight. The more he says that he loves you, the closer you get to your orgasm. A few more laps of his tongue and you’re sent over the edge with a little squeal of his name.

“I fuckin’ love you too…forever.”

This sets him off like nothing else. He keeps your legs spread, feasting on you like you are the only thing he ever wants to taste ever again. Toshinori begins to rut against the mattress as he licks and sucks on your cute little cunt. You’re dripping your sweet nectar into his mouth, making him even harder than he was before. As he pulls orgasm after orgasm from you, he realizes he needs to be buried deep inside of you.

It takes him seconds to pull off his jeans. You look up at him like he’s the only thing in this world that matters to you, and in this moment, he is the only thing. The only one. The one who’s captured your heart and you never want him to let it go. You want him to keep it for himself. It’s a treasure that you are willing to part with but only to give it to him.

Toshinori teases your already aching clit with the fat head of his cock. He loves the way you squirm and whine for him. Something about this makes him feel so powerful. He would never use this against you, no, but he loves the way he can make you squirm just for him.

“Do you want me?” His voice is rough and husky.

“I need you.” You beg him.

With one thrust, he’s bottomed out in you. This has you panting and moaning, reaching out to cling to him in an attempt to ground yourself. Toshinori leans in to kiss you, his own moans melting with yours. The feeling of your walls clamping down around him has him reeling. There’s nothing better than being deep inside of you like this. His hands find yours and he intertwines his fingers with yours as he begins thrusting into you.

“I’ll never let you go. I won’t be an asshole again,” he murmurs against your skin. “I’ll always be by your side.”

Your heart flutters in your chest as you hear his declaration of love to you. The man who you thought was rough around the edges is actually a big softie underneath it all. And you know for a fact that you must be one of the only people who get to see this beautiful side of him. You wrap your legs around him, pulling him in even closer.

“I don’t wanna marry him, Toshi…” You whine.

He hushes you with another kiss. “You’re not gonna marry him, doll. No, no…you’ll be marrying me.”

This has you moaning softly. The thought of being his wife has you even more turned on. The thought of walking down the aisle in the beautiful dress you have picked out just to see Toshinori at the altar, it does something to you. It makes you feel closer to your release.

“Hmmm, you like that, dontcha?” Toshinori teases. “Wanna be my pretty bride, kitten?”

You nod frantically. “Yes, yes…please, make me your wife.”

He loves the sound of you begging to be his wife. He’s never felt this connected with another human being before. You see him for who he is, and goddammit, you still want to be his wife. The love you have for him is unconditional and it makes him feel so good and so desired.

He pulls you closer to him, capturing your lips in a very sweet kiss. It’s tender and loving, and it says everything that he can’t quite put into words. It’s a promise that you belong to him and he belongs to you. Nothing will ever tear you apart again. Nothing could come between the two of you now.

His hands soothe down your body and he begins to rub your clit in time with his thrusts. The way you look when you come undone is a look he wants to keep ingrained in his mind for all eternity. You cry out his name with so much love, he doesn’t care if you two get caught. He’ll always fight for you.

Toshinori falls off the edge with a deep, throaty grunt of your name. He spills his thick seed deep inside of you, leaving you feeling so warm and so full. Slowly, he slumps against you and you begin to play with his hair. You’re everything to him and he’s not going to fuck this up this time.

“Stay the night?” You ask, your tone practically begging him.

“Doll, I’m staying forever.” He smirks up at you.

He pulls out of you, pulling you to his chest. In the silence of the night, the two of you seem to tell each other how much you mean to one another through your little actions. You trace your fingers over his tattoos and he rubs your back. Even though things aren’t perfect and nothing’s really resolved, you know that you won’t ever be alone ever again.

“I meant what I said.” He whispers. “I love you and you’re mine. I won’t leave you alone again.”

You kiss him. “I love you too, Toshi.”

.·:*¨¨* ≈☆≈ *¨¨*:·.

The next morning, you don’t wake up alone. Toshinori is snuggled up against you, his erection poking your ass. You giggle sleepily as you feel him pulling you even closer to him. You’re so happy he didn’t leave. In your bed, under the covers, that’s where you two belong right now.

“Mmm…” he mumbles as he presses kisses to your neck.

“Horny?” You ask softly, pressing your ass against him.

He doesn’t reply, he just plays with your pussy as he rocks his hips against you. The feeling of being so wanted and desired like this has you both on cloud nine. You’re dribbling all over his fingers, making him grunt softly.

Toshinori’s slipping into you from behind, moaning as you make him feel so warm. His arm wraps around you as he takes you a little sloppier than last night. It takes so little for you to cum for him and he follows you over the edge. He kisses you all over your neck and shoulder, keeping you close to him as his seed begins to leak out of you.

“Fuck,” he groans. “At this rate, gonna make you a mommy.”

The words make you clamp down around him again. He chuckles and nips at your earlobe. You being aroused at just the thought of being his wife and mother of his children is so sexy. He loves that just simple things like that make you so horny.

“Oh you’d love that, wouldn’t you?” He asks, practically purring for you.

“Shush…” you try to change the subject, but he loves your reaction.

He’s about to say something when there’s a knock on your door. Dread and panic flood your system but the way that Toshinori clings to you allows you to calm down. You call out for whoever it is. It’s your maid, and she’s telling you that your fiance is downstairs waiting for you. You thank her and let her know you’ll be down in a few minutes. When her footsteps are out of earshot, you turn to face your lover.

“What do I do now?” You ask.

He cups your cheeks and kisses you. “Let me handle this.”

The two of you get up and get dressed. Toshinori helps you pick out such a cute outfit. And then the two of you leave your room together, hand in hand. It’s such a stressful moment. You know that everything could go wrong, but you can no longer lie to anyone anymore.

Hitoshi and your father await you in the living room. Your father looks very angry, his arms crossed over his chest and his face is red. Hitoshi looks relieved almost in a way. He looks like finally he can face the true version of you.

“So this is him,” Hitoshi starts. “This is the man you’re in love with.”

You nod and try to explain yourself, but Hitoshi smiles and quiets you. You’re surprised that he’d have such a calm reaction to all of this. You know that maybe you shouldn’t have led him on like this, but this whole idea wasn’t yours.

“I thought I told you to stay away from this man!” Your father snarls and Toshinori is quick to push you behind him.

“She’s allowed to choose who she wants to be with.” Toshinori challenges. “Have you thought about asking her what she wants?”

“She’s my only daughter! Every choice I make for her is for her best interest! And you certainly aren’t it!”

Hitoshi sighs and he looks at your father with pleading eyes. Someone else is finally on your side. It’s such a breath of fresh air to have someone else in your court for once. Hitoshi then looks at you.

“I knew you didn’t want to marry me. Your heart wasn’t in it, and I couldn’t be happy knowing I was keeping you from someone else.”

Your eyes widen. “How did you know?”

Hitoshi laughs, “I know when someone is in love. That morning that you first met me, you were still longing for this man.”

He turns to Toshinori and smiles. Toshinori continues to keep you mostly behind him, ready to fight in case this is a trap. But with the way Hitoshi smiles and keeps his tone calm, Toshinori figures that this could be real.

“I won’t keep her away from you. She’s all yours.”

Your father is about to say something, but you look at him with sadness in your eyes. He knows that he can’t keep you away from the one you love, but he wishes he could shield you from the danger in this world.

“Father,” you begin. “Ever since I was a little girl and mom died, I’ve listened to your every word. But this has stunted my growth as a human.”

He looks away ashamed. “Everything I did was for you. I tried to keep you safe.”

“But you kept her from her own choices in life! She’s a bird with her wings clipped!” Toshinori interjects.

Both men are now glaring at one another. There’s an impasse here, but your father finally begins to cry. He feels guilty for the things he’s done, even if he considered them the right things to do to make sure that you’d be safe for life. He reaches for your hands.

“I just wanted you to have a happy life. Your mother…she would want you to be happy too. And if you love him, then please…go with him. You have my blessing.”

He gets on his knees, begging you for forgiveness. You don’t know how to react other than to caress his hair. You’ve never seen your father in this position before. It’ll take a lot more than tears to fix the relationship, but you know you can’t leave him in this state.

“I forgive you,” you begin. “But I will not forget the things you’ve done. You’ll have time to think about how to make it up to me.”

He looks up at you and dries his tears. Perhaps it’s not the ending he wanted, but it’s the start of something new. You seem even more confident with this man at your side. Maybe your father had been so quick to judge him and hadn’t seen the way he was a good influence on you.

“I’m going to be marrying Toshinori.” You proclaim.

And nobody has anything else to add to the conversation. It was settled. Your marriage to Hitoshi was being called off and you’d finally make your own destiny. It would be in your two hands and you could make any choice you wanted.

Toshinori smirks at you, happy that you finally had the courage to speak up for yourself. He loves the way you look right now, proud and free. He’ll continue to stick up for you if you need him to, and he’ll love you forever.

Then the two of you head up to your room, packing a suitcase and vowing to come back for some of the other things in the next couple of weeks. You rush down the stairs, ready to get on Toshinori’s bike once more.

The revving of the engine and the smell of gasoline is what has your heart racing. You get on the back of the bike, your suitcase tucked away properly. You wave to your father and Hitoshi before pulling on your helmet. Toshinori speeds off onto the road, his intentions are to bring you outside of the city.

And when the two of you are in the park where he took your virginity, Toshinori pulls out a little velvet box. Inside is a gorgeous diamond engagement ring. He smiles genuinely when you say yes to his proposal.

“This is my promise to you,” he says. “My promise to continue to love you until my dying breath, and then more.”

“And I promise you the same.”

The sun sets as you two share a tender, loving kiss.